The Outcome Still Amazed Me
I’d been so busy preparing for my new writing class that it never dawned on me, I had no idea if anyone would come.
New ventures often bring uncertainty about how and when results will arrive. And I believe that by being prepared and putting out the thought “I’m ready” invites opportunity to use that readiness. But the spiritual revelation that resulted from my focused preparedness surprised even this guru.
Admittedly, I wasn’t consciously working from the spiritual mindset of “prepare and it will arrive.” I was thinking more on a tactile level of responsibility. My therapeutic journal writing course, Journal It! your Write to Release™ was being offered through the local community school’s program. However, I would not know until three days before the first class if anyone had signed up. I had not taught the course before so a lot of advance preparation was required: a manual, journals, class curriculum, class assignments, handouts and homework, because surely three days beforehand wouldn’t allot sufficient time to prepare.
I engaged my brain in planning, my butt in my chair and my pen to paper. With laser focus I outlined what the course would involve then created a student manual, complete with instructions, stories, quotes and anecdotes. I developed a class curriculum, assignments, handouts and homework. I purchased name tags, journals, pens, folders, created word games and writing prompts. I’d proofread the galley copy of the manual, made corrections and placed the order for printing.
Journal It! your Write to Release™ was ready for roll call. The closer it got to class time the more excited I became. My focus and energy were off the charts.
I hydroplaned to the printer’s to pick up my student manuals when the truth threw me back in the driver’s seat. I was fully prepared to teach this course not knowing, until moments before leaving for the printer’s, that six student’s had signed up, a wonderful start for a brand-new course. I sat for a moment and soaked up the reality of what had happened. The laws of spirituality, energy and reciprocity put students before me because I was completely prepared to receive them.
That success reminded me of another venture I’d set out on years ago. I was ready to receive yet results never knocked.
After extensive experience, I had decided to teach Reiki and hung out my teaching shingle. But all it did was bang in the wind up against my house of unfulfilled desires and I couldn’t figure out why. I had trained, done years of free clinics and demonstrations, had an office, a website, business cards, brochures, all sorts of handouts and collateral. But no one was signing up and scheduled sessions were scant.
One day I had a good reflective discussion with myself. Just what was going on, I wanted to know? I was completely prepared to teach Reiki. Why wasn’t it happening? As I ‘discussed’ things with myself I got an answer. My student manual wasn’t quite ready because I wasn’t quite ready. Every fiber of my being knew that that answer was the truth. And it was keeping me from receiving what I was striving for – students.
As I took necessary steps, I could ‘feel’ my physiology changing as if my inner knowing was confirming, you got this. I no sooner finished my manual when out of the blue students had come upon my website and enrolled in class. Yes, as soon as I was prepared I received.
It’s often advised to envision the end, to prepare for something as if you already have it. But the first time you set out on that type thought process, it may seem a bit off kilter to those with a strategic mindset.
Remember, concentrate on preparedness without worrying about how things will happen and you are sure to witness the laws of spirituality put the object of your desires before you.
I’d been so busy preparing for my new writing class that it never dawned on me, of course students would show up.
Thank you for this cogent reminder. I made up a teaching manual for Reiki and advertised bringing students for about two years. Then I had to cancel a class because my son transitioned. After that – no students. I trust him to be my guide, so assumed he wanted me to go a different direction.
Thank you for taking time to read the post and for sharing your thoughts. My condolences for your loss. Bless you for being able to come through that as your son as your guide. I hope you continue to pursue Reiki, if for no other person or purpose, but for yourself, as you know, that was its original intent. Daily self-treatments will do wonders for your soul and bring clarity and direction.
That being said, you seem to have found a lovely spot in the world of humor ~ so I have to ask, have you ever tried Laughter Yoga. It is truly amazing. The “happy” chemicals it invigorates and the aerobic and anaerobic benefits are off the charts. I went to a free local clinic one time and could not believe what it entailed. Could be something to add to your regimen. 😉